With the New Year comes.... some resolutions I guess..

2011 has come to a close. What a year it has been. A year of thinking, decisions, inspiration, sadness, happiness, joy, and fun. A lot went on and I feel like it would take years to say everything... So I am just going to tell you some things that I know.

I know...... That my heavenly father loves me. What time I have had this year. The gospel has been faltering in my life a little bit. It has taken second chair in the symphony that is life. I have thought a lot about how I need to reevaluate my life and make some changes. Change is good for everyone and I am grateful that we have the atonement to provide us the road towards change. I know I am sounding sappy and spiritual but coming from a person who has had troubles with the church and the gospel, seriously just listen to the Lord. He is there for you. He is there for me. He is there for anyone who is willing to make sacrifices and listen to his words and teachings. I LOVE THE LORD!!!

I know..... that the theatre is my chosen calling. I have realized this year that I am meant to do this. Even if no one else thinks the same, I don't care. I feel the sensation from the tip of my toes to the top of my head. This art form is something that can provide more than just a few months to pass the time away while you are in a show. It is my breath. (Wow, I can't believe how cheesy I am being right now. But its true. everything. So get over it. :D) It is the reason I wake up in the morning and go to sleep at night. Musical Theatre is a way for everyone to become a better version of themselves. It then teaches us that we can be whoever we want to be in real life. We can change the world (one song and dance at a time). Theatre teaches us that people are different yet we can still love every person's flaws and strengths. Believe me, theatre teaches us more than we know. Everyday I discover new things about myself that theatre helps me see. Yes this business is hard and ruthless. I will be hurt (I already have been for Pete's sake) but I know that in the long run I will have all the opportunities that I am meant to have.

I know...... That my friends have made my life bearable. Thank you.... Thank you... You mean the WORLD to me.

I know.... that although the above is true, there is one person that needs a special mention. McKenna Kay Heap. Wow girl, you make me the happiest person ever. If I ever need anything, I know that you are there. Whether is is chemistry parties at midnight after a performance, Schwan's Ice Cream, Scary driving, Mean girls events, our first big "kiss", putting up with my "theatricality" or any other of our memories, you girl are special. I hope you know that.

I know...... that I was sent to my family for a reason. My family is full of goofballs. But I love them. Thanks Mom for putting up with me. Thanks Dad for going along with all of my drama. Thanks Savannah for letting me feel super strong when we wrestle. Thanks Summer for making the ultimate sacrifice and being an example on a mission. You are all the greatest family that a person could ask for. You make me happy and I hope I do the same! (What am I saying, Who wouldn't want ME around the house??) haha

There are so many more things that I know! But don't worry! Stick around and you will find those out!! :)

So is it time for some resolutions??? Well I think the main one is to keep up on the blog. Sure "keep up" may mean once a month, but I am still going to have a kick-A blog. This is going to help me probably more than anyone who reads it but I can't wait! :)

Sincerely,

Spence